Saturday, June 5, 2010

Emo poetry?

someday you will see
how much i love you
because
you are
so soft when you touch your hand to the side of your face, thoughtful sigh watching the fountain in the park, are you lonely? Chipped nail polish red on your fingers, your lovely lovely fingers, so long and slender and lovely touch your face rub your eyes, are you tired?
you used to come here
with him
but now you’re
free
and i will have you
are
so gentle, as you put your purse next to you on the bench where he used to sit, but he’s gone and you come here anyway, looking at the fountain, the ducks are gopne too, but you come here anyway, and pretty and soft and gentle like the sound of a slamming door could break you, or maybe you’d just waft away like blowing steem from boiling water you look so soft
like
water
are you lonely?
no one is here for you anymore more, not him, not the ducks, you sigh again so sad so very sad and soft and lovely
i love you so much
like all the water
in the sea
and you don’t know
i exist
and you come here, even though they’re gone, and i watch you, and you don’t even notice me, even though i’ve always been here for you you you bitch how could you not see me when i am so near i’ve always been here but you don’t see me you don’t see me
they
left
you
whore
but i still love
you
are so soft why can’t
you
see me?
am I transparent
like
water?
i’m here
for you
come here
i will tocuh you like he did, but where he told you lies, i will tell you truth and that i love you, you are so gentle, so lovely, i will be all he is and more, so much more, i already beat him, you know, because i love you so much, and the ducks too, i love you the most and i will always be here, as i have since the start
bitch
don’t
leave
i want you, your gentle finger pads, because i love you so so much, like air and water and life and water, please don’t go, don’t leave, why do you always leave
the fountain
when i am here? i did all this for you don’t you see?
some day you will see
how much i love you
with your lovely hair wisping about
and your lovely lovely pretty fingers soft and limp
and your pretty lips parted in a forever sigh so soft and gentle
always
like water

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